And then fall down and take a six hour nap in the middle of the day.
I've been out of sorts to say the least. John says that I'm always like this about three months after a baby. All my hair is falling out.
I'm exhausted. I'm at my mother's house, and it has been raining all day. Ruby and I went back to bed at ten this morning and woke up at four.
Ella is trying my very soul with her almost seven year old self, the noise and the strewing, the constant evaluation of what if fair and unfair.
Monday I'm going to go back with renewed vigor. And be a better mama. Promise.
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