i have been growing

I've been growing, originally uploaded by ellajohn.


Ruby will be twelve weeks old tomorrow, and I'm still figuring out how to do this and how to even talk about it. My hands are calloused from hauling a car seat. My body hurts, and I"m always tired, but somehow I think I have a plan. I think I'm going to catch up. They'll all have scrapbooks and folded clothes one day.