My baby girl is turning six on tuesday. Six whole years since I slept through the night. Not that it has been all her fault. Her baby brother picked up right where she left off.
Sunday, October 07, 2007
apple::birthday
My baby girl is turning six on tuesday. Six whole years since I slept through the night. Not that it has been all her fault. Her baby brother picked up right where she left off.
Friday, October 05, 2007
English Country Garden
In an English Country Garden
How many kinds of sweet flowers grow
In an English country garden?
We'll tell you now of some that we know
Those we miss you'll surely pardon
Daffodils, heart's ease and flox
Meadowsweet and lady smocks
Gentian, lupine and tall hollihocks
Roses, foxgloves, snowdrops, blue forget-me-nots
In an English country garden
How many insects come here and go
In an English country garden?
We'll tell you now of some that we know
Those we miss you'll surely pardon
Fireflies, moths, gnats and bees
Spiders climbing in the trees
Butterflies drift in the gentle breeze
There are snakes, ants that sting
And other creeping things
In an English country garden
How many songbirds fly to and fro
In an English country garden?
We'll tell you now of some that we know
Those we miss you'll surely pardon
Bobolink, cuckoo and quail
Tanager and cardinal
Bluebird, lark, thrush and nightingale
There is joy in the spring
When the birds begin to sing
In an English country garden
How many kinds of sweet flowers grow
In an English country garden?
We'll tell you now of some that we know
Those we miss you'll surely pardon
Daffodils, heart's ease and flox
Meadowsweet and lady smocks
Gentain, lupine and tall hollihocks
Roses, foxgloves, snowdrops, blue forget-me-nots
In an English country garden
Thursday, October 04, 2007
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
apple party
1. make apple pinata
2. order cake and cupcakes. I was making them but then I realized that someone else could::apple spice cupcakes with caramel frosting and a maple walnut gateaux.
3. get galvanized tub for apple bobbing
4. apple craft? apple prints on muslin?
5. collect acorns
6. make caramel apples
7. plan a game
8. drinks:: water and cider?
9. clean house
10. buy house on 42 for next year's birthday party.
Monday, October 01, 2007
virginia::tennessee
Sunday, September 30, 2007
aziba ziba
one more time- one finger up plus ma ma ma, (serious face)
John still says very little for a two year old, but he is learning new words almost every day now and is getting more bold about saying them. He knows his colors and can pantomime the various emotions. My favorite is excited because he shakes his arms and grits his teeth.
He is quite interested in crayons and paper and returns to his coloring books and paper several times a day. He holds his crayon just like a pencil and "writes" very carefully. His hieroglyphics look a lot like letters that he sees his sister writing.
Speaking of sister, she had a bee in her ear today. She started screaming outside and holding her ear. Looking in it, I saw nothing so I got a Q-Tip. There seemed to be nothing in her ear, and then out flew a little sweat bee. It obviously stung her in the ear and she was nothing short of berserk. I put some imaginary cream on it and it seemed to be fine in about ten minutes, but I had to tell her about every bee sting that I had as a child as well as every bee sting that uncle John had as a child.
Friday, September 28, 2007
house
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
a group of butterflies is called a flutter
Yesterday I pulled into the parking lot as Ella's class was filing out the front door. The monarch had emerged from his chrysalis at snacktime and was taken outside. They read a book about butterfly metamorphosis and then went back inside. Back outside an hour later, they saw the butterfly emerge from the butterfly house, spread it's wings, and fly as the children shouted their best wishes for a safe journey.
I know that it is hard to be five, but don't you just wish for a moment that you could work for a tree, study rainbows all morning, and have science unfold itself in front of you like the wet wings of a butterfly.
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
thinking about myself
Sunday, September 23, 2007
Marble Run
She has been playing with the marble run nonstop and already wants more pieces. We brought in our big basket of wooden blocks to add to the building process so she can build castles and cities with a moving component. Even John has been propping up the "running" blocks and sliding marbles down them. I put some more components on the Froogle Wishlist for the holidays if you are a friend or relation with my littles on your shopping list. All in all, it is a toy I can recommend without reservations. I think that means that the grownups in our family like to play with it too.
Saturday, September 22, 2007
seuss and seuss
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007
pink vanilla play dough
4 cups of flour
1 cup of salt
4 cups of water
4 tbsp oil
1/2 cup cream of tartar
Mix in a large pan on medium heat, stirring until glossy not sticky. Let cool and store in a container or plastic bag. I added some vegetable dye and a teaspoon of vanilla extract. It is lovely to knead while it is still warm.
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
to the moon seven times plus infinity
We have had two successful school days. I picked her up every day last week in an attempt to calm her fears about the afternoons on the playground. She arrives home happy but later suggests that she may have to throw up at school tomorrow and would I be able to pick her up if this happens? I'm noncommital, and she moves on to other thoughts.
My mother called with more factual information about my first days at school. I knew she would feel guilty that I thought that I was being kidnapped--thirty six years ago. Apparently I had survived some sort of orientation that involved being wrenched from my mother in a cafeteria and taken to the kindergarden class screaming. Then on the first day of school the kindergarden teacher met us at the elementary school and rode with us to the annex. I must have thought that she was in on the kidnapping conspiracy.
To be honest, I loved kindergarden. I was the smallest and always got to sit on the teacher's lap during story time. I remember playing kitchen and the smell of modelling clay in that room.
I'm pretty sure that Ella will feel the same way. She woke me up very early on saturday morning to whisper Spanish words to me.
Every morning in her classroom we write her a reminder of who will be picking her up in the afternoon and at what time. We draw a clock with the pickup time, and I write her some huge declaration of love. She probably shows her friends thinking that she has more love than they do. At five, everything is compared. She likes it when I make it into a math problem. I love you to the moon seven times plus infinity.
Monday, September 17, 2007
bristol
We had a tremendously cheap hotel room, so cheap that the nonsmoking room smelled like a dancehall, but we had loads of fun.
appalachia rising
Thursday, September 13, 2007
monarch metamorphosis
because I need you all the time
In the evening when she is tired she starts talking about how scared she is at school. Apparently she is scared every minute that I am not there, but then again I know that she is often playing and working happily.
On my first day of kindergarden I caught the bus, but no one ever told me that I was going to get off of this bus at the big school and take another bus to the smaller kindergarden and first grade annex. I thought that I was being kidnapped, and that I would never get home again. I was wearing a navy blue and red plaid dress with an itchy lace collar. I wonder how many days it took me to realize that I was safe
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
poop talk
late night cooking
Ella has had a hard time with the long days at school lately and doesn't want me to leave her. She also wants me to pick her up the instant that school is over. They usually have a half hour to play outside, but she has been afraid of this afterschool play time. When we are carpooling our neighbors pick her up at three thirty some days and four o'clock two days a week, and she has been having a hard time with that. For the past two days I've been going to school and staying with her while she plays. They have adequate supervision and most of her class is there. She is contemplating dropping out or going back to preschool. All because she misses me. After two years as the big bossy preschooler she is little again.
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
heart sutra
practicing deep Prajna Paramita,
clearly saw that all five skandhas are empty,
transforming anguish and distress.
Shariputra, form is no other than emptiness,
emptiness no other than form;
form is eactly emptiness,
emptiness exactly form;
sensation, perception, formulation, consciousness are also like this.
Shariputra, all things are essentially empty-
not born, not destroyed;not stained, not pure; without loss, without gain.
Therefore in emptiness there is no form,
no sensation, perception, formulation, consciousness;
no eye, ear, nose, tongue, body, mind,
no color, sounds, scent, taste, touch, thought;
no seeing and so on to no thinking
no ignorance and also no ending of ignorance,
and so on to no old age and death
and also no ending of old age and death;
no anguish, no cause of anguish,
cessation, path, no wisdom and no attainment.
Since there is nothing to attain,
the Bodhisattva lives by Prajna Paramita
with no hindrance in the mind; no hindrance
and therefore no fear;
far beyond delusive thinking,
right here is Nirvana.
All Buddhas of past, present, and future
live byPrajna Paramita
attaining Anuttara-samyak-sambodhi.
Therefore know that Prajna Paramita
is the great sacred mantra, the great vivid mantra,
the unsurpassed mantra, the supreme mantra
which completely removes all anguish.
This is truth not mere formality.
Therefore set forth the Prajna Paramita mantra,
set forth this mantra and proclaim:
Gate gate paragate parasamgate*Bodhi svaha!
Translated by Diasetz Suzuki as "Gone, Gone, gone to the other shore, landed at the other shore."
Sometimes when you are looking for a new mantra you find it in the drawer of your bedside table where you put it eight years ago.
Monday, September 10, 2007
ballet
Ella started her new ballet class tonight, but in even bigger news she really started reading. She has been sounding out words for a while, but I don't think she believed that she could read. Fox in Socks. Box, socks, Who sews crow's clothes? Sue sews crows clothes. Slow Joe Crow sews whose clothes? Sue clothes.
See what eleven days of kindergarden can do.
Sunday, September 09, 2007
week::end
I picked her up this morning and took both children to the natural foods market for tofu, organic oats, and tempeh. I hesitate to take both of them there because they have child sized shopping carts, and have you ever seen a two year old piloting one of those things down narrow crowded aisles? I alternate putting items in his and her car and then try to instill in them a sense of duty about getting to the cashier calmly. Along the way we gathered some little juice boxes and dried vegetables should we reach the car with decorum intact. All was well until Ella tried to divide the snacks in a numerically even fashion, and he lost patience.
John was home all weekend for the first time since our vacation, and he was feeling domestic. That or just afraid of all the spiders trying to set up housekeeping in our house. He vacuumed the whole place while I was out getting Ella, and every bit of laundry is washed, dried, and put
away. Ella has her first ballet class tomorrow evening. Lunches are packed.
pledge
and to all her creatures,
for here they dwell
one planet united in harmony
with universal love,
and compassion for all
Friday, September 07, 2007
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
sticks and stones
She would also like to make some lists about "what people are really like, what people really are instead of just what we already know."
Recently John picked up a copy of "Little Big Minds, Sharing Philospophy with Kids" by Marietta McCarty. From the back of the book, "Children are no strangers to cruelty and courage, to love and to loss, and in the unique book, teacher and educational consultant Marietta McCarty reveals that they are, in fact, natural philosophers. Drawing on a program that she has honed in schools around the country over the last fifteen years, Little Big Minds guides parents and educators in introducing philosophy to K-8 children in order to develop their critical thinking, deepne their appreciation for others, and brace themselves for the philosophical quandries that lurk in all of our lives, whether we are young or old."
you can't wear white after labor day...
Today we were back to school and then to a kindergarden class meeting tonight. It was interesting to meet the parents of the class that could be together for quite a while if everyone hangs in there.
Saturday, September 01, 2007
Friday, August 31, 2007
jerry
In the attics of my life
Full of cloudy dreams unreal
Full of tastes no tongue can know
And lights no eye can see
When there was no ear to hear
You sang to me
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
so twangy it hurts
horned daughter
The pottery studio was closed down today after one of it's founding members slipped and fell into the mud and had to be hosed down outside before being returned to kindergarden and some fresh clothes.
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
bloggy dropout
I'm getting up in six hours to start making the peanut butter sandwiches.
Monday, August 27, 2007
Saturday, August 25, 2007
red.house
If I wasn't dreaming of living in a plain Jane white farmhouse wouldn't a red house suit me perfectly? With sunflowers.
Friday, August 24, 2007
Co-Op For Littles
Thursday, August 23, 2007
kindergarden, night 4
Monday, August 20, 2007
1st day of kindergarden
Ella didn't get a good night of sleep. When I woke her up she claimed to have "four hours left". Her swimmer's ear woke her up as well as the dragon dream, the same dragon dream from the night before. I know she was just anxious about going to a new school in the morning.
On the way to school she said that she had a "little throw up in her mouth but she swallowed it". Luckily she saw a friend in the parking lot and then Judy showed her where her classroom is. She knows three of the other girls and one of the boys. There are fourteen of them in the class.
I cried when I left her there, not because I was leaving her but because I'm so happy for her.
Saturday, August 18, 2007
The Breaks
I love to cook over the open fire and sit around the campfire at night. As far as Ella was concerned she was camping at the playground. She and her daddy played UNO on one of the stone overlooks. We went to the pool and took Ella horseback riding.
I must confess we bailed on the last night. After dark a roaring wind came up the gorge. There was a thunderstorm in the distance, and the wind was blowing small limbs out of the trees. We tried to ride it out in the car for a while and then went back to the tent. Debris was still coming down, and Ella thought that the dead tree in our campsite was going to fall down. Daddy wanted to stay and we were trying to convince her that this just wasn't going to happen. The wind is roaring and she is yelling, "You people are crazy. Dead trees fall down all the time.". We went to the motel down the moutain and slept. The thunderstorm came through. The dead tree did not fall down, and I slept in a rickety old bed with my two babies knowing that the burr was not going to get us that night.
two roads diverged in a yellow wood....
Friday, August 17, 2007
Sunday, August 12, 2007
checking out
Saturday, August 11, 2007
clogging on main street
She'll dance on the sidewalk, but if you are about ninety years old and ask this little one dance, she'll clam up and pretend that she can't even walk. Some amazing dancers, grandfathers and great grandfathers, tried to clear the way for her to dance on the board tonight, but she was too shy.
We drove down to Galax this morning for the Old Fiddler's Convention. We stayed for the Folk Song competition, the Flatfooting competition, and the Bluegrass Band Competition. I'm sure the Old Time Band competition is still going on as I type, but we'd been sitting on concrete bleachers for much of the day. We took some great strolls in the parking area to see even more bands and dancing. I love that eighty year old men were telling me where to catch a hot set. It seems that all the grandaddys have a thing for Martha Spencer of The Whitetop Mountain Band.
Friday, August 10, 2007
john turns 2
Thursday, August 09, 2007
friends in floyd
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
sparkley pink::ella is shopping
I am still stunningly sleepy. Could I really be that old and tired that four days in the woods could render me so useless? I've gotten two good nights of sleep in a row.
Sunday, August 05, 2007
traveler
I spent the day playing with John and trying to extract our house from a state of squalor caused by not being at home for a few weeks. It is coming around. I cleaned out the fridge and prepared for the next big round of vegetables on tuesday. For dinner we had salad, steamed carrots, sliced tomatoes, cucumbers and onions with vinegar, green beans cooked with fingerling potatoes, and biscuits.
Friday, August 03, 2007
Thursday, August 02, 2007
boot::scoot
Ella wants some boots for winter, and oh, I'm hoping this comes in the big girl size as well.
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
alpha::girl
poet::tree
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Kid's Craft Weekly
Doesn't The Little School need that Kinderkram theatre/shop? We are opening a new preschool and I've been looking for sturdy natural toys and materials to stock our room.
According to Ella a towel makes a perfect conveyor belt for getting the groceries from the cart to the cash register.
Monday, July 30, 2007
Sunday, July 29, 2007
John Deere
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
chickaroo
I made cucumber gin gimlets:
ice
3 oz cucumber infused gin
3/4 oz rose's lime juice
cucumber slices for garnish
To make the cucumber infused gin you put two peeled and thinly sliced cucumbers in a bottle of gin for two days and then drain.
I bet Martha never had to serve these out of a purple nalgene water bottle.